Knowledge and accepting knowledge are different, I love that.
I would encourage you to write about it as you integrate the subject, shared experience is really powerful. I’m also interested in your thoughts on the subject.
The wisdom I draw from is Daoist. That everything exists in each moment, it’s how we see it that defines it, what our stories are. Bad things, good people, they are stories in the human tapestry and they can be useful; yet the whole is always the whole. It is always in totality.